Waiting

I hate waiting for anything.
He still hasn't text me!!!!!!! And I don't think he ever will. I know he won't and I'm attempting to write some shitty essay thats due in for tommorrow but I just can't get my thoughts out of my head. No way is he going to speak to me ever again right?
Any men reading this, and I know that there's very little! Ha. What would you do if a girl you liked did this to you? Shall I send him a photo of the real me? Or just leave it? Helpppppppp me.
I feel like I've got a broken heart and it doesn't help that Ive dug myself this pit Im in at the moment. Can't everything be okay again? Please! Don't you just wish sometimes you could fast forward to a month and see how life is then and if its okay, just stay there. How can I GET OVER HIM???????????and do i want to?
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